my life's in a mess now. things that i dont wanna do i get forced into doing it. things that i wanna do have a high risk of ppl pang seh-ing me. pathetic rite.
i am going for the amex interview next tues. wish me luck. i know i said that i didnt have the mood to work. but i have no bloody choice. i dont get allowance during the holidays. and i have an extra burden learning driving now. and my dad is soon to be unemployed. LOOK! do i have a bloody choice??!! who doesnt want to stay at home and shake leg or go out everyday?? if i had the money, will i be so despo for a job?? i dont have older siblings that are working.. there is no like extra income.. i cant afford to go on so many holidays when i dont have the fucking money. yes i dont have the mood to work. but in circumstances like this, does my fucking mood even matter? no it doesnt.. it's the money that matters...
