Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
Pam
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
why must lessons at sim be 3 hrs long???
i have been dozing off at almost every lesson without fail. to think i used to complain abt tp's 2hrs lectures.
i wanna go on a holiday!!
Pam
Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 12:24 PM
1 month later...
Still aimless.
Still rotten.
More wasted.
More tension.
More animosity.
More dislike.
I dont wish to feel like tat.
I dont have a choice.
I shldnt have promised wat i cldnt do.
It's my fault.
Pam
Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 11:35 PM
Long time no updates. I think the next post will be even further away.
I'm going to be real busy soon. School's starting officially next mon. Plus I jus took up 2 tuition assignments. School's 3 days a week. Tuition's 3 days a week. Seems little but it sure will be a juggle.
Money's a real concern. If not for it, I'll probably be enjoying my 4 non sch days watching tv etc. Jus like wat my econs lecturer says. MONEY IS THICKER THAN BLOOD. MONEY IS EVERYTHING.
But jus as well, at least I'm financially independent and dont have to explain to anyone where my money goes.
Have been listening to 萧敬腾's album recently. His songs are real nice!! :D
Pam
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 1:14 AM
By chance, I came to see a random coursemate's blog. And it seems like he has everything planned out (probably to 2010) ever since he stepped in tp. I dont even have things planned for next wk. And by the looks of it, his life is coordinating so well with his plan.
Question is:
DOES IT MEAN TAT WITH GOALS AND PLANS THEN YOU WILL SUCCEED??In his blog, he says tat he came from a secondary school "whereby achieving A2 for O level Eng is quite a feat". So I assumed tat he came from a neighbourhood school just like me. And he got accepted to do an LLB in a local uni. Also, he says tat the moment he entered tp, the first thing he thot of was "I want to be a lawyer". And he got it! I know wat he has now is due to his hard work in the 3yrs of poly. But I worked hard too and got letters of rejection from all 3 local unis. Maybe it's becos when I entered tp I told myself tat "I will graduate from here". True true. I've graduated and got wat I wished for. D
amn I shld have wished for more in the first place.But then again, if i had wished for something more and didnt manage to achieve it, then wldnt the disappointment be higher? I also want to be greedy and wish for all the best things possible. But will we really get wat we wish for or was it pure coincidence for him?
Anyway, he is still not satisfied with wat he has now and wishes to do his LLB in UK. Tsk tsk. Dont want then dont apply in the first place! Wasted the chance of one student who really wants to do his LLB in tat uni.
Pam
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 4:11 PM
I'm trying my best to keep myself occupied. To the extent tat i actually tried making a cheesecake today. I'm hardly someone who makes food. I only eat food!! Not sure if it's successful cos it's hardening in the fridge right now..
Another 2 hrs and 45 mins to class. I hate having classes at night.
Another 1 hr to dinner with val. And i feel so lazy to get prepared.
Pam
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @ 11:38 PM
Listening to a song popular in my sec school days..
Reading aizhen's blog dated 2004..
Suddenly i miss sec school life.. Where weird lingo and acting old existed.. When all we had to care abt were prelims and o levels.. Thinking back, how did we manage countless of compos, comprehs and vocabs? More amazingly, how did
I manage to wake up at 6.30 every morning?!! Actually those are the times where harsh reality hasnt set in yet.. In those days we always said tat we'll be successful careerwomen in future. And seems like getting into local uni was a pc of cake..
How untrue.. Achieving ur dreams isnt smth tat will be realised by jus talking abt it. Hard work goes into it. Wished I had known tat sooner like when I was in P6. Today me and val were discussing, whether our lives would be different if we entered another sec sch. Yes it will be different but I'm not sure whether will it be better or worse..
Anw, I felt tat I was quite the anti social one in the grp during sec school days. Maybe it was cos of the tight control my parents had over me, or maybe it was becos I felt different and I always got this feeling tat I wasnt welcomed.. BUT thank god all these changed after we have graduated from sec sch.. And of course I felt different no more..
I suddenly have the urge to say:
THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRENS! EACH ONE OF YOU IS APPRECIATED! (even though I may not show it)
~you guys know who you are :Deeee cant believe i'm sooo cheesy :S Pam
9:33 PM
squashed with val today at safra. the last time i exercised was like during napfa? and today's 2 hrs squash was a gd workout. altho we picked up the balls more than we actually hit it, we still sweat like mad. maybe cos of the poor ventilation there. i can already feel all my limbs aching (except for my left hand). but squash is really a gd way to vent ur frustrations becos it's like, ball come, jus whack like nobody's business!!! wahahha.. beginning to love it...
Pam
